Hi Miranda! I’m almost 60 now and I had some similar challenges when I was younger. I wish I could go back in time and change how I approached things. As an “older” guy now, it is so obvious that life is very very short; and we spend so much of it worrying about things that are ridiculous. I still worry plenty on a daily basis (kids, wife, business, health, etc). But at least now I can laugh at how silly it all really is. I’m growing, and I have love in my life. The rest is icing on the cake. Your in the right place! Welcome and good luck with your journey.