MemberOctober 12, 2021 at 8:51 pm
I’m Tommy, a 27 year old guy from Canada who struggles with clarity possibly more than anything else.
I have spent the last few years overcoming some health issues which I am at the tail end of, and right now I feel that all I really want is freedom to learn, explore and grow as a person. But in this world, that requires money.
So I purchased a lasercutter months ago and have been slowly developing my own business. Far more slowly than I’d like however, due largely to a lack of clarity on my direction in life.
I am very high in openness, so my big dreams are extremely broad ranging. I realize I need to experiment and try new things, but at the same time I need to really focus on the daily tasks which will allow me that freedom.
I am having a hard time creating a daily life for myself that doesn’t feel like a trap. As soon as I try to get clear on what my goals are, I end up feeling entrapped days into my new lifestyle. I understand now that I need to dedicate time every week to freeing experiences so that I don’t go crazy. I just have not yet found that balance that I need to feel secure and gratified in my progression, yet also free and connected with myself. I have so many interests that I am not tending to any of them properly.